Do, or do not, there is no try.

I think when sayings from Star Wars start to make meaningful and resonant sense to your own life then it means one of two things:

1) You are having a bit of a hard time at the moment.
2) You are an INFJ.
3) You need to shut up and nut-up.

That's me all over at the moment anyway. Finding strange significance in things that would otherwise be trivial and yet stubbornly ignoring the huge glaring sign post that is blinking in front of me.. Having strange and complicated conversations with inner beings. Damn, maybe I should chose a spirit animal or something - I heard sometimes therapists will ask you to do that... no idea what mine would be.. I don't really picture an animal at all - he is more sort of a wise old guy with blue skin and a kind face.  He might be an ape or alien of some sort. I don't think my spirit animal could be a monkey though. Maybe a Fox, I don't know why but that kind of works...

For my spirit animal I choose something like a cross between these two pictures:

Ok I am off to look up what a blue monkey-fox symbolizes as a spirit animal.  Whatever he is he better start coughing up some answers - I can't drive very well when he is talking to me.

My horoscope told me I need to be very quiet and stay in my room today - For some reason I have an urge to go out and do stuff though - I think this is typical of my life at the moment:

Fear VS Adventure.  I say ADVENTURE EVERY-TIME!!!

With this in mind I bought Cuban food today on an adventurous whim - "Hey! Guess what?! We are going on a culinary adventure all the way to tropical Havana!!" - The food though turned out to be a combination of dried up hard carrot like things and greasy dishwater.  I need to keep checking on my friend on an hourly basis in case she gets ill from the bite she politely ate of it - she may lose a tooth.

Todays mood is Adventurous (With disastrous results)

Snippet of chat with W.G.


P... my shoes smell.
W... I think I washed them too much
P... You r shoes smell?
W... stinky
P... I think shoes are kinda supposed to smell - it would be weird if they didnt..
P... I mean
W... no
W... you bragged about how clean your feets are lol
W... and how they dont smell
P... My shoes smell - but my feet are not really whiffy at all.. at least I am told..
W... so.
W... wait.
W... Who's been smelling your patas to tell you that?
P... peoples
P... I know people.. like..... not lately I admit...
P... OMG
P... Maybe they started smelling?!?!?! How would I know?!!?
P... I cant reach enough to whiff them
P... I need to go to Yoga
P... Brain fart - whats my ext?