"Lux et umbra vicissum sed semper amor", Or possibly, "It ain't my war but I'm gonna finish it.."

Haven't posted in a few days but honestly this is a good sign - I took a little mental holiday :)

Ok so let's catch up on things then - I cannot help but feel a sort of momentum building and the thing is, I am not really afraid anymore- it feels good not to stand still, kind of like stepping into the sunshine after being in the shade in a short-sleeve shirt :)

I had the weirdest dream and now this mental image is stuck with me LOL - Symbolically speaking I think I may be in danger of laying waste to all in front of me in my newfound rush to free our boys? :)

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHH <<Gasps for breath>> ARRRRRRRRGHGHH!!"